The lonely rantings of a former looser trying to make it through life the best he can. Am I crazy? Maybe a little? Am I bad? I really don't think so. Maybe I'm just me and really that's all that people should expect.
November 30, 2009
And what I feel is guilt for feeling crying-sad over a 2nd cousin when my friends just lost a son and my 3rd cousins lost a mom.
Every person that dies is just a little bit closer to me until all that will be left is me. RIP Denise I love you.
November 20, 2009
I should . . .
November 19, 2009
Good point, if I expect the worst in people, then they can't let me down. Though this does make inappropriatly over gracious when they're not at their worst.
November 17, 2009
Why do I always expect the worst in people?
Test
November 16, 2009
Today's objective: Take everything at face value, no matter what.
November 13, 2009
And now I'm just boooooored! I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really booooored.
It's like something broke in me socially and I can't figure out how to fix it.
November 08, 2009
I am but a ride to any and all. The fact that my delusions have been shattered like a kid finding out there's no Sanata Clause, well that's my problem.
November 04, 2009
Test
November 03, 2009
Wow that got really bad, and now like always, I'm left feeling like a bit of an ass, but one step closer to the truth.
