January 08, 2009

I want a girl that is cute but in a subtle way. A girl that doesn't realize how amazing she is. I want a girl who is smart, but either not as smart as me or differently smart. I want a girl who will expand my horizons and make me try new things. I want a girl who will be infinitely patient with me. I want a girl to fall in love with me and live happily ever after. I want a girl to need me. I want a codependent

God I didn't realize how annoying I was getting. Why would anyone want to hang out with me? I'm whiney and depressed and moody and excitable. I'm always up for an adventure, but most of the time I push too hard. I'm just immature is what I am. I can fake maturity and confidence but as soon as I'm comfortable around someone the real me comes out.

Alas, more of the same crap.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

honestly.. ima tell you.. suck it the hell up.. life isnt tht bad.. im sorry i said it like this but theres not another way to tell you.. u need to get it together, im being serious. sittin around n cryin about ur problems arent gna make them better.. for god sakes DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE.. go out, go clubing, ppl dont like u if u dont do anything with ur time but wine about ur life blah blah blah..i love reading these things but i think its time to tell u tht u need to do something n stop bicthin about how bad ur life is, ur life cant be tht bad, seriously.. theres ppl out there tht have a WORSE life thn u. so get it together. stop bitchn n make ur life worth living. i may b younger thn u but i know a hell of a lot. n yes im not the nicest person alive.. but u might wana take my advice. get out n have fun.