The lonely rantings of a former looser trying to make it through life the best he can. Am I crazy? Maybe a little? Am I bad? I really don't think so. Maybe I'm just me and really that's all that people should expect.
February 01, 2010
Creating Drama to manufacture purpose? I hope so. It's definatly a better reason than being incapable of handeling love or money. But thanks for caring. Really.
1 comment:
Anonymous
said...
Bleh. I do apologise. I just found out that someone pretty close to me has cancer, and I've been just so angry... so many lives are wasted and this person will lose hers.
I do care. I know I have been a total bitch, but it's only in the hope that it will help you.
I remember you told me a story a long time ago, to do with a conference, and winning an award of some kind (or election?) and that everyone was cheering, and that it was a high point of your life. I guess since then that's how I've visualised you at your best. I seem to recall you were wearing a chefs coat??
I could just be going mental.
Incapability is something we impose upon ourselves, you know. Love? I keep telling you, you can't handle love from others if you can't give it, sincerely, to yourself. WORK ON THAT!!!! Money? There are courses, advisors, internet tips... there are ways of making your bank account so you can't touch your money or a proportion of it... don't sell yourself so damned short. you're excellent, fucking excellent and I can't understand how you (or anybody) would/could believe otherwise.Ok??
P.S I wouldn't be back on here, commenting, if I didn't believe in you and want you to be happy.
1 comment:
Bleh. I do apologise. I just found out that someone pretty close to me has cancer, and I've been just so angry... so many lives are wasted and this person will lose hers.
I do care.
I know I have been a total bitch, but it's only in the hope that it will help you.
I remember you told me a story a long time ago, to do with a conference, and winning an award of some kind (or election?) and that everyone was cheering, and that it was a high point of your life. I guess since then that's how I've visualised you at your best. I seem to recall you were wearing a chefs coat??
I could just be going mental.
Incapability is something we impose upon ourselves, you know. Love? I keep telling you, you can't handle love from others if you can't give it, sincerely, to yourself. WORK ON THAT!!!!
Money? There are courses, advisors, internet tips... there are ways of making your bank account so you can't touch your money or a proportion of it... don't sell yourself so damned short. you're excellent, fucking excellent and I can't understand how you (or anybody) would/could believe otherwise.Ok??
P.S I wouldn't be back on here, commenting, if I didn't believe in you and want you to be happy.
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