So I didn't win the lottery.  I should have.  Then I could have gone into pre-hab and came out a changed man with $300 million to play with.  Otherwise, I might have gone to Vegas and played blackjack for a million dollars a hand.  After of course I gave 1% to my Facebook friends, 10% to my family and enough for a first class library to my old Job Corps.  Then I just might have to emigrate from America and find a happier place to live.  Blah.