My horoscope says I should feel confident today and try something I've never tried before, take a leadership role or something, but today I'm feeling particularly un-confident, well maybe not, when I'm the center of my own universe, it gets lonely. In other news that I'm not going to write about, more family drama that somehow, some way I get dragged into no matter how hard I try to stay out of it. Of course it doesn't help when some of my family arbitrarily throws my head on the block for not good reason. I guess you can't expect the dull light in box to cast the whitest light. Not that I'm not guilty of it myself. I'm the first person to cast the stone at somebody else when, the stoners are aiming at me.
Speaking of stoners, I had a dream. We were at suzie's wedding, which hasn't taken place. But we're at spirit mountain, or some casino, or possibly on the way to California. Maybe, I'm just not sure, but some hotel. It's me and my uncle, and my mother, and other people that I can't remember. And all I remember is picking up a pack of Winstons, and for some reason there's a half a special cigarette in there. The rest of the dream is like a cartoon, running around aimlessly trying to get rid of it, and then it goes missing, and we're all running around this abandoned hotel/casino. Like that scene in The Stand, where Flagg gets pissed in the casino and chips go everywhere, people die and all that fun stuff. Ha ha, the dream was like my favorite movies all mixed together and puked out with the turmoil of my life.
See this wasn't the emotional screaming that my Blog usually is, as I said, the integrity has been compromised by professional involvement.