Two mile stones this week. One, the last post was my 180th post. One hundred and eighty times I have come to my blog in to express those feelings that nobody cares about. When I was at my most alone, this blog made me feel a little better. And when I'm at my most desperate, well sometimes it makes me seem a more desperate. I'm considering moving a few select entries to my myspace account. These are going to be great example of my writing and hopefully nothing too personal. Just enough to offend some people and to intrigue others. I think I'll do that. I know that myspace is too damned public, but I should at least bare some of my soul to those people who look at what I choose to present to the world and judge me. This blog has been at times a place of judgement. There are times when I lash out at one person or another in ways that I could never say to their faces. There are some forbidden thoughts in the depth of this collection that should remain buried. I don't want people to see the real me, but seeing the me that I choose to present has not been working lately either. So let's see what there is to post on myspace. I think I'll post links to some of my favorite entries here before I post them on myspace. So without any more rambling, I will plunge into these past 180 entries and pick out those that show my skills.