I miss my friends, I admit it.  I want to go back to Albany and have a fun day, but I know I can't go back without falling.  I don't want to fall but I'm sick of spending all my time in my room playing video games and getting fatter.  It's a lot less stressful, but the loneliness is finally starting to kick in.  Oh, and Kandi and Thor, I still hate you.  Again, no threats of violence implied or otherwise, but you cost me my job and for that I still hate you.  Every day that I go without another career I hate you a little more.  That is all.