What I am about to write is could get me fired and so in the interest of keeping my job I won't write it, even though I do my best writing when my anger is fresh, I must control myself. It seems that anger is boiling up and it needs to be released, oppression because I'm fat, everybody is trying to talk me out of going to Disneyland, favoritism at work and a huge and unjust bill from Qwest. I need a release I need to yell and scream at someone or anyone, I know I don't want to and I know it will get me fired so I will grit my teeth and get kicked again by that cruel SOB in the sky!