October 11, 2005


So I'm too tired to move right now and I still have an hour and a half left in work. I'm not really hungry right now because I ate lunch for the first time in weeks. I really wanted to go home and drink my night away. But I have to go to the store tonight to buy grandma a birthday present, and get cash for the cable guy tomorrow. I don't feel like walking all the way to Fred Myers, but it seems they would be the best option, because I can get the cash there, and birthday present/card, and ranch dressing and pop. I may even have to get a shopping cart, lol. I'm almost excited if I wasn't so goddamned tired. I know sitting on your butt all day doesn't seem like a lot of work, but 9 1/2 hours is 9 1/2 hours whether you're loading bricks or answering phones. Oh yeah, the point I forgot, I actually started this post a half hour ago, and I keep on getting interrupted by pesky work. Lol, I'm still not sure if I want to go the store. I know I have to, and I know I'll have to force myself to go to the store, just because I don't like to be in public alone. Alas, maybe I'll make a bit of a night of it. I'll go the blockbuster, then I'll go to Fred Myers, or maybe I'll go see a movie in the middle of a Wednesday night. The trouble is I'm doing this alone, all alone. It's so easy to talk about what I'm going to do, when in reality, if I make it to Fred Myers at all, I'll probably just buy my ranch hit the ATM and go home. Maybe I'll do a lot of things, but probably I'll go home and drink one or two beers then go to bed. But I need to go to the ATM. I may be able to do it tomorrow, and I probably will, but I want to do something tonight. I kinda want pizza, or maybe fish sticks, or maybe just left over deli from safeway or Fred Myers. But what I will get is pop, ranch, cash, and a birthday present and maybe a card and a pizza. UGH! I am so mundane it's ridiculous. Thursday, Thursday I promise you something exciting, even if I have to make it up it will be exciting!

No comments: