Why am I so depressed today? I just can't snap out of it. I feel despair flowing through me, I need someone to tell me everything is going to be okay. I know nobody reads this, and I really do care. This is like writing an e-mail to nobody. It's so depressing. What's even more depressing is that when people actually talk to me, I clam up with fear. God help me, please, I'm so sick of being alone!