October 20, 2005

I am going to get fired, it is inevitable. I am so afraid, I keep on making mistakes, when I shouldn't. These mistakes are piling up, and soon they will boil over and I will be without a job again. I am so afraid. I really need and want this job. I love this job and I'm so afraid to loose it. God help me, I'm near panic and I don't know what to do. It seems the harder I try, the more mistakes I make. I need to be perfect. I have to be perfect. Perfection is what I need right now. Somebody please help me. I am so afraid right now. I need to be perfect.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

alright...here's what i know to be truth...

the more you stress, the harder it is to do thing right. You've got to go with it and everything will fall into place.

the more freaked out you are and nervous, the worse you'll do. BREATH MAN!

love,
me